♥ @ Kisses

❥ Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 8:55 PM

ZZZ. Was very pissed off yesterday. Jessie kept scolding me for nothing can? Like seriously I did nothing wrong lorh but she just kept anyhow scold me. Jitao make my mood "drop into the well" -_- Being moody/pekchek doesn't give you the excuse to anyhow kp people lor, cheebai. Next time if I'm having my periods (and when girls're having periods'll be more fuckedup right) I shall just anyhow rant ~!#$%^&*()_+ at those passerbys and tell them it's because I'm having my period and I'm feeling fuckedup so I wanna gan people. OK?? Lame shiat/reason I know zzz -_-

Whatever. I told myself that I MUST REN REN REN REN REN. And proud to say I did :) If you knows me well you'll know that I can NEVER (used to) tolerate such things and'll definately leave that place for good. Or for that matter, make myself happier and keep the others in amazement for a sudden blastoff temper from me.

Geeeeeeeeeeeee I'm so proud of myself (Y)(Y) Claps for me can? *Imagining claps all around me

H3h3h3x.

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It's my off day today! Changed from the usual Monday to Wednesday for this week. :) Wokeup @ like 8AM+, goshz. I never even wakeup that early when I'm working! :S Downloaded quite a few of Jaychou's songs on sogou.com by my phone, but mostly're cut's. Love it when your phone rings and it's Jaychou's voice singing h3h3h3!! ♥

Slacked @ Ahyee2's working place for like, hours can. Kept saying 'bored bored bored'. I guess I can never be seperated with the word 'bored' like seriously? T.T

Then came over to Ahyee (she's my goodfriend not the same as Ahyee2 ya) 's working place and slacked again -_- God zz. But nevermind lar since her ladyboss is gone so now I can online and blog :D Gotta logout soon though, lol.

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I think if one day I'm gonna die I'll want to die instantly. I don't wanna be lying on the bed and seeing my loved ones (etc. husband, kids, grandchildren, friends) looking at me in misery and when I say I'll die soon they'll convince and assure me by saying that "No you won't, you'll be alright". I mean, it's so hurtful can? I don't wanna be one of the 'loved ones' to see someone lying on the hospital bed tooooooo T.T

Okay lar whatever I think I watched too much dramas already, mind like sotplug or what liao -_-

BYE!