❥ Friday, January 01, 2010 @ 4:29 PM
Pretty boring yesterday. Like,
man, what the fuck?
I waited for Yat @ Dolphin alone like for almost 2hours?
Imagine you're at a cafe that's full house and everyone's with friends/their other half and you're the ONLY one being alone feeding on french fries and ice honey jasmine tea. Pathetic not??
AND, the damn french fries were actually cold & hard when it reached me -_-
Fuck the people lmao!
But ok lah maybe because my SG grandma opens a restaurant and I used to work there so I can understand how isit like when it's SO goddamn busy so I forgave them. I'm soooo understanding right. HAHA. W/e.
Some of the cafes around Dolphin (including Dolphin too) had fireworks @ 12AM! Damn retarded lah because the place where I'm sitting've got some stupid shelters blocking my view and so, despite having
TWO fireworks one after another,
I saw nothing except for those smoke and ofcourse, the "BOOMBOOMBOOM!!!" and "WHEEEEE HAPPYNEWYEAR!!!".
-_-!! (Just for your info I was at the 2nd lvl so there was NO WAY I can get out of there right..)
And out of the blue some people from the next table actually tapped on my shoulder and cheers-ed with me wishing me HNY & happy always. I guess they were thinking I'm out of love and celebrating NY alone I think..
LOL... Like if I'm them I see one person like that like emoemo at there alone, I will think so too lor. HAHA. Damn paiseh leh.. Wahlau.
OH YA AND HOR, Yat is super lousy @ drinking I swear. Only
HALF A BOTTLE of Carlsberg & he KO-ed wtf. LOL. Bwg + LL lor.
ZZ.Hsh @ around 6AM. Slept till 10.30AM and wokeup LOL wth. :S Texted till around 3PM, bathed and wentout to 2020 cause I'm hungryyyyy. Having a 5hours package @ lan now. Left with 148minutes :O It's now 6.12PM anyway. I was slacking all the way while blogging. :P
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Year 2009:
This year might not be the best of all my years alive but definately a better one than 2008.
I no longer depends on my SG family to get a living, but instead I used my own hands to work to get my pay and live my life. I've met really nice people like Ahyee and the rest and I'm glad. I was a spoilt brat but not now. Time passes and people changes, just like how we all did. To the worst or for the better, your road to walk. I was walking towards the road of Worst, but because of many things that happened in 2008 & 2009, I've learn to walk towards Better instead. I still may not be what my SG guardian and grandma wants me to be but atleast I'm near. I know they're proud of me and so is myself. I've been through so many thicks and thins to what I'm now. I swore to myself that I'll never let anyone look down on me in this fucking family anymore and I'll prove them (M'sia family) wrong for being so. I WILL. You bunch of mutharfuckers'll never succeed, so try harder xoxo(!)
But ofcourse, one of the best damn thing that happened in 2009 is..... Knowing him, my dearest bibi :') Never felt so much love before, never loved another as much as I do love you, never once others can gimme the feelings you gives. I love how lovingly you always look into my eyes whenever we're together. I love how tightly you'll hold my hand always. I love the way you hugs me. I love the way we both argues playfully. I love how you always wanted to cook for me whenever I said I'm hungry. I love the way you smiles and laughs. I love your smallsmall eyes. I love playing with your funny hair. I love everything about you baby. And most importantly I love you because you do too. You & I's promises are always in my heart. Remember what I told you about my dream family with you? Kid(s) of you and I, you being beside me every night before we sleeps and the first one I see and to give a kiss in the morning when I wakes up every day. It's worth everything to make that happen I swear. It's not just words that can express my love for you my dear; you'll eventually know how much I love you as the days goes on till we're officially husband and wifeeee. ♥!
Year 2010:
Overall is - I SWEAR TO BE A BETTER MAN GIRL!! HAHAHA LOLOLOL.
:D
***It's now 7.36PM.. (Imagine how long I slacked during blogging!! LOL!!!) I looked at Stomp just now and it's so entertaining pleaseeeeeeeeeee. So hilariouszxz lor :D Now waiting for Jian to call me and go over for dinner :) It's a treat! How nice aye?
Last but not least,
HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR EVERYONEEEE~(What year isit this year? Tiger isit?? *ROAR*)Wish y'guys stay happy/pretty/handsome/kewt/cool/guailan/laolan/hyper always and forever HAHAHA!!!!!!! Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeex. :P
