❥ Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 7:02 PM
Almost a week since I last blogged! Time passes really fast aye. :O
I don't remember what am I suppose to blog actually.. My memory is really very bad. Laughs.
Took lots of pictures!! Been really long since I zilian-ed so much LOL. Hope you won't regret continue looking HAHAH.
Gah I know I look really weird taking pictures with showing teeth.. Looks as if I'm being forced to smile lol -.-"
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Life's been pretty fine recently. I've got great friends like my ladyboss, people from my previous working place and even my customers. Though we're all not like very close till we can share everything lah, but atleast it's much better than when I first came back M'sia, right? :)
Sometimes it's really emotional when I begun thinking about some people. I honestly, truly, really hate that but... What to do? That's me, my character. You can say it's over sensitive or whatsoever lah. I don't give a damn to how people looks @ me anyway. What matters to me is people that I treasure and love doesn't see me like how others do. But seriously what's going on...? It's just barely 2months+ that I left SG and all of us actually drifted so far. I just wished that we can all stay as how we used to be. :(
Anyway I realised something.. The people that I always hangout with is like almost always older than me? 18, 19, 20.... All the way up to even 40. o.o LOL. Maybe I just can't get along quite well with people of my age or the ones younger.. Too much of difference in thinkings I suppose?
Wondering if I'm talking about you?? You can assume ALL YOU WANT for all I care. I can't be bothered with people that always "lie". It's really irritating. Not the first time this's happening but dozens. Laughs, whatajoke. There're only a few people that matters to me in my life, I bet they know who they're. ♥
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To Phuabibi ♥:
Hi my dear. It've been 8months+ since your 16th birthday'09. During these few months we've brokeup quite a few times, but you always hold my heart back with yours. When you're not by my side I was really lost, emotional & everything on the negative side. Whenever I walks past those places we've been to before, it reminds me of us; our sweet memories. I never once forgot about you during those times, really. It seems that my heart and soul are sticked to you since 090309 and I'm pretty sure that they always will be. I'm sorry that I can't be by your side now due to some reasons (which I think you know), but I assure you that my love for you will never change because, I really really love you very much, Phuabibi. I hope you feel like how I do too? :) Your girl always, xoxo.
P.S: Updating private blog. Read it if you've access to it.
