♥ @ Kisses

❥ Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 8:24 PM

I dyed Jian's hair today aye! Turned out well. Yay. :D
But he was so naggy during the process you know!! Like keep telling me "Do you know how long've you been dye-ing my hair?" ):<

LOL. Whatever lah. I'm just happy! Because it really is pretty. The colour I mean. Teehee! I'm soooo over the moon. You'll know how happy it is if you're me. Heh.

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Went for steamboat after work with Jessie, Thong, Chris + her 2 kids + another kid + the kid's grandmother @ I-d-k where. It's delicious manz. Thanks Jessie for the treat!! :)

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I read my private blog... And realised that there were so many things that happened in the past. Rather sad? Sigh. Hope all that wouldn't happen again... I miss you my dear. :( :'(

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Login-ed my Facebook today. Looked through main page's posts and saw till something that I'm interested in. When I went in, I saw alot of photos that have the ones that I know since 2006, since I was enrolled into BMSS, since I got into 1D, since I'm 13. I looked through the photos and... My heart somehow twisted. Jealousy maybe? I mean.. We all had been so close in the past. We faced problems and shared bliss together. We hungout together. We laughed together. We played together. We all stayed together as one. I still remember how we always helps one another. How we used to gossip, used to do work, used to joke around in or outside of school. But what happened...? Why've we all drifted so far away. I really feel so down whenever I read your blogs and see your photos. There was me in the past. But now.... No longer. I'm no longer one of you guys. Maybe it's good because atleast I know and can see that you all're doing real well in SG and are happy. Something that I'm glad, I must say. But still.... It hurts. That I seemed forgottened. Maybe no? Or yes? Only you all know. Just as what L's blog said, "4years have flew by so quickly.." Yeah. That's really very fast. So fast it's already a few more months till 2 years that I haven't been talking to you guys.. I miss you people so damn badly. How I wish.... Time can rewind. Till how we all were.