❥ Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 12:39 AM
Happy birthday to Lover on 14Oct! I'm sorry that I didn't wish you and post about it because...... It slipped off my mind. I only recalled it today and so I'm here to post about it, first!
My most sincere apology. I hope you won't be mad at me :/
So yes! Happy 18th! Day of your freedom. ^^ I miss you! Miss those h2h sessions with you, and at your place too. Even though I'm in Msia but you're still in my heart alright? I love you Lover! Remember that I'll always be with you no matter what happens and how far we're apart. My promise to you :) Xo! ♥
I reached home
at 1AM last night. Happy because I earned some money for own. Proud of myself somehow. LOL.
Today was bad. I got scolded by Vincent for a few times and w/o warning, I got fired. Laugh? I seriously don't know what've I done. Ivy just suddenly started showing me how much I've earned for the past 2weeks and gave me the money I deserve and the reason for firing me is - Their boss said I'm too young and some government people're questioning about me already.
What the fucking hell. They knew right from the start that I'm 16 what. In fact even before they hired me!
So why this no-link reason?
Don't ask me that, I'm clueless.
I only know that when she said that my mind instantly became blank. Moments later she said if I wanna go now & I can. And I did. Why? Because I fucking got fired for I-d-k why!
I doubt THAT's the reason for firing me anyway. I guess it's because of my slow reactions at work? Which I admit, because sometimes my brain really works quite slowly when it comes to at work -.- I didn't want that too you know! It's just.... Me?
You remember I said my stm is damn power that I can even forget things within a few seconds? Yes! That's how jialat my memory is!
Not like I wanted it anyway.
Argh. I'm so pissed I tell you.
I would've feel better if she can be more truthful! But fuck she just gave me an anyhow reason. Okay to be fair, MAYBE she really is saying the truth. But walao must be so sudden meh? I was so shocked ok! Diu.
I'm not blaming her but..... I just feels that it's unfair. Better not let me see a girl or boy of my age working there in this period or else I'll just feel so insulted.
Sigh. What pains my heart more is I just started to've a few customers that likes my skills for hairwashing and now I'm gone from there. Lmao?
So much for putting my heart and all those efforts into this place. What a let down.
My right hand's aching like fuck now. Worked too much today that's why. Damn painful I swear. ):
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I miss you baby. Really miss you so much. When're you gonna call me huh? You've been saying 'soon' whenever I asks you but it've already been weeks you know...? Sigh.
I can only hope that everything between you and me now is all true feelings and not playplay only. I really sees you as the one of my life, my dear.
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Will be going to Elaine's shop to slack tomorrow. Probably gonna look for another job too. I know I can do it de. ^^v
Oh and Pb, my MSN's wei_ai_1993@hotmail.com :D Don't laugh at my email hor because I created it when I was in p5, LOL.
P.S: I love you deeply and dearly, my lovely baby. Forever. :')
