❥ Saturday, September 05, 2009 @ 10:10 PM
Did not update blog for a few days cause of few reasons.
1) Working.
2) Saw my dead cbox so don't feel like blogging. Which means, pointless.
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Fedup y'kno not. I went to lan twice during these few days, & don't know is i suey or what, their comps can't go into Blogger.com/MSN/Facebook. And if i goes Friendster, the web'll hang.
Wtf is that?!
Diu -.-
Anyway, I won't be going Sg for months, and maybe years? Because I'm now working in a salon as a shampoogirl. Please don't think that it's a disgrace or whatsoever because, shampoogirls don't only wash people's hair but also dyeing, doing treatments, everything except cutting. I'm determined to learn all those stuffs & if possible, a formal hair stylist in the future. :)
Why the sudden decision? Because all along i was interested in this and, i find going back to Sg from time to time meaningless already.
In the past, i goes back for th sake of seeing my loved ones, so that i can spend time with them. But now...? I've lost everyone. So why bother, right not?
I miss you all so much. Especially K & Z. It's ridiculous to miss those 2 la, but really, i always do.. Their photos are still in my phone which i don't bear to delete. You might say I'm a bitch to keep th both of them's photos when it's all over already? But what to do. I really miss both of them. One is someone i loved so deeply, the other is someone i loved before i left Sg.. So much of memories. Sweet's, bitter's, sour's, heartbreaking's.... Sigh.
Y'kno what. I've heard of a story recently.
Enjoy it alright. I'm sure you'll be touched if you understand this story. :)
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Girl is a devoted lover, and loves Boy very much. Boy loves Girl too, but Boy had always been a flirt.
Girl knows about it, about how Boy flirts around and always falling for another girl.
But because she really loves him too much, she hoped that he'll change for her..
Everytime when it rains, Girl'll always stand in the rain for a long long time. Boy always wanted to accompany her in the rain, but Girl doesn't allows him to. So Boy just looks at her being happily in the rain..
Girl is happy, because Boy is by her side. She feels contented enough, and doesn't ask for anything more.
But happiness always doesn't last... Boy fell in love with another girl, and eventually, asked for a break with Girl.
Girl's heart was brokened. Yet she did not say anything..
When Boy sent Girl home, he hugged and kissed Girl the one last time and said, "Can i ask you a question? Why do you always like standing in th rain but just doesn't let me accompany you?"
Girl smiled at him and said, "Because I didn't want you to see my tears falling...."
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Sigh. I almost cried when i read this. So touched.. ):
I don't know who am i missing now. K? Z?
Or maybe both. Lmao.
I'm so..... Tired of everything.
