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❥ Tuesday, August 25, 2009 @ 9:47 PM


I love you so much do you know. You think i like it whenever we argues? It hurts, it truly hurts a whole loads. I felt so heartbrokened when you just walk on me like this. I didn't meant what i said do y'kno? I was hoping so much that you'll stop me by holding me back but.... Things back fired. I'm alone. While i was walking to mrt my tears can't stop falling. I didn't want anybody to see so i walked with my head down. Th feeling's so terrible, so heartbreaking.

I really doesn't want to leave at all. I doesn't want to face th fucking 4 walls alone @ Msia. I don't have anyone caring me over there. Even my father doesn't bothers about me, let alone others? I don't have any friends there too. I'm just all alone. I called my father moments ago to tell him about tmrw. He fucking told me to cab back to my Msia grandma's place alone when i reach KL Times Square. Wtf? How'll a father ever ask his own child to travel alone in a country that she's not familiar with & what's more, a everywhere-labelled danger country? That just shows how much he 'care' about me. I really, really regretted not going to school. Why was i so stupid back then? Why do humans always only regret after? Life suck. I don't feel like living at all. I fucking wants to end my life but... I don't dare. Neither do i bear to leave him alone because i really love him alot.. What can i do now? I've wasted enough time on all these, but i really don't know what to do about it. I've been crying for this one whole day. Whenever i thinks about such things i really can't hold it back.. How, what am i suppose to do. I'm sucha.... Mother fucking big failure. Whatever. Nobody cares. Nobody bother to ask. So why am i thinking of such people? Knn.

Terrible horrible vegetable.
I hate this feeling. Pcb.

Blogging with phone now coz guardian took away my lappy again.

Dulan 2x max. -.-

Now th guy i love is dk doing what now. Maybe he's ignoring me purposely? Idk Idk Idk Idk Idk Idk Idk Idk Idk Idk Idk Idk.

I just wish SO MUCH that he'll be here.
But aiya i know it's an impossible mission....

Sigh bi i miss you so much. I really don't bear you....

I feels like running away right now.. Bastard.

Queen

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