❥ Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 12:20 AM
"So near, yet so far."
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Lol, I'm feeling much better. Had been working everyday from 9am till 10pm. Tired, but spends my time away and earns money/experience into my pocket, so why not? :) Had been talking to Eddy for a few nights, but not these two nights luh, 'coz his phone's idd is finished. :( Called Ken, my precious Onionhead (LOL) last last night for awhile. He this fucker, keep make me laugh. 'Coz he keep act cute. LOL!!!! Fucking funny. Anyhow teh people one, taoyan oh~ LOL HAHAHA! Then he say he still outside right, I ask him with who, he say "Aiya all guys here la you scare what.", I say "No la scare you anyhowanyhow ma." then we two laugh. Ask him to pass the phone to his friend, he say don't want, later his friend high. LOL!!!! He this cb, love him so muchie :B
Don't know why these few days at work damn funny one. Macham got ghost cover our eyes like that sia ._. 'Coz we keep doing wrong things! Is not only me hor, is everyone. Just now also, count correctly already, but got stocks somehow went missing :O Argh, I don't know what's wrong. That place is like abit haunted? Wo bu zhh dao ah~ Then got one uncle come help out, he sometimes very nice, sometimes very kaopehzxz. :o
Everyday when we're working right, we keep laughing one lor. Today when checking stocks I keep laughing but I don't know for what LOL!! Sjb, :B Reached home @ 11pm today, so tired~ And my grandma's so funny last night. When I'm home right, she tell me "Ai ah I got 3 Carlsberg for you leh, every night drink one can ah, for cooling ma." Then I was like orh okeh? LOL. Like so sudden lor. Then I drank one can. But I don't like Carlsberg la, me want Heineken! I miss Chivas with greentea ): That cb Ken owes me a drinking session lor! :@ Meet him that time must ask him buy me vodka(s) already v^.^ Hehe! So happy.
Seriously it's nothing much daily luh, busy working that's all. Money is hard to earn, so everybody must think for your parents! Spend their money wisely alright :)
Me is missing alot of people! Ken, Eddy, Liping, Andrea, Jansen, Mandy, and my sisters! ): So..... Did anybody miss me? *looks at tagboard*
Oyah, dreamt of him last night, I bet most of you know who right. The dream very funny and cute LOL. But not going to say here. Only Ken knows. LOL!! Next time then tell my lovelies♥
Sigh, I don't even know if I'm attached or single now. He said he'll call. A week had passed, but I didn't receive any. It's like, he's giving me hope. I don't know what he wants. All I wish is we can really get settled down and everything will be like how it used to be. I seriously miss our past alot. Sometimes even when I'm working right, I'm thinking about him. These few days one of the boss's son came to play. He's very cute looking, but extremely naughty, like Shinchan number2 lor LOL. Then I was actually imagining me and him with our kid(s) lol -.- Sometimes I wonder, isit because we shared too much memories so I can't let him go? Or isit because I really love him so much? I still do love him, but I really is givingup already. I'm so tired of worrying this and that. 3months+, not long not short, but it's enough to occupy every part of my heart. I miss his voice. I miss his warmth. I miss his smiles. I miss everything about him. Especially when hugging him to sleep, that feeling is so sweet you know? But now... :\
I'm still waiting. Dumb?
