❥ Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ 12:13 AM
Love, I hope you'll not lie to me and tell me everything that you should. I doesn't want to be so tired everyday, wondering what's wrong with you, why are you treating me like this. I thought you left me, and tears washed my face sometimes. I never knew that missing a person can become a regular thing, becoming a part of my life. Everytime when I was determined to forget you, you'll suddenly popout and comes back into my life. I wonder why? But well, I don't know either. Is there really fate in us, or isit just pure coincidence? There's this quiz I once took and they said that my future husband will most likely to be the same age as me. And among my boyfriends, you're the only one that's 16 too! How should I explain this, I really don't know :\ Ofcourse I'll want it to be true! For I really love you alot. 2weeks have passed since I last hear your voice, since I saw you, since I hugged you, since I feels your tender lips on mine. I miss you so much. I miss your voice that once asked if I'm fine. I miss your eyes that look into mine so lovingly. I miss your smiles that melts my heart. I miss your kisses that's oh-so-sweet. I miss your bear hugs. I miss your hair that I always plays with. I miss your hands that pulled me towards you and held me tight. I miss your nose that I always poke at. I miss your cheeks that I always pinch. I miss your everything! I remember everything oh, from how we met eachother, how we talked on MSN, how we cuddled when we met, how sweet those kisses were. Nothing can replace those memories you gave me. My feelings for you didn't fade at all, you know? This time round, I won't place so much hope in you anymore. All I'm waiting for now is your call and hear what you're gonna say. I seriously hope that it's something I wanna hear. But if it's not, then forget it. Hahah. :)
Those that cares for me, don't worry about me, I know what I'm doing. I've grown up, haven't I? :D
Anyway! I can't sleep. Thinking about him and I wanna go get my bathe soon. Fucking hot! x.x Muacks, love all my darlings like... Read my profile column okeh :x My sisters and brothers are loved a whole loads too! Don't forget me even if I'm not in Singapore hor! Can somebody promise me that they won't drift away from me? :(
Love you guys, xoxo!
