♥ @ Kisses

❥ Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 9:33 PM

Apologies.

No matter how hard it takes, I'm gonna forget you.
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Opened my eyes @ 8am+, but went back to sleep due to reallyreally tiredness.
Guardian came to my room and talked to me about Cabal's pets stuffs and I have to wakeup to check it out. Roar.
So I saw her talking to the CM, which is something like GM in AuditionSEA lah.
Then later when I went to check my account he's like talking to me already, LOL. Coolio!
So I started joking with him and okay he's nice. ^^
Then I asked him for love buff, and he did! YAY.

Look @ the hearts around me. Chio die ^^

Alien pet lehhhh! Omg :D

And Little Pery is my pet! So cute hor? ^^

Random screenshots of my character :B

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Dear came below my house @ like 4pm I think, then we went to sit down outside my house to chat.
Slacked for some time, then we went back down to lobby.
Arguements came up after. Sigh.

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Guess I'm not leaving tomorrow, since nobody at home mentioned anything to me? :o
Great, I can stay longer, I happy. Hahaha.

I'm sad.
To speak the truth, I doesn't want to leave at all.
Singapore is somewhere I grewup, somewhere where all my friends are.
Everytime when I comes and leave, I've to struggle for a very long time always.
I can't help thinking what'll happen, what had happened & will those people I know, forgets me?
The pain of losing someone I love, is really painful enough to make my heartache like fuck.
The pain of losing my friends, is just as painful as how losing the one I love.
I've lost many friends in the past 1year, and we never got back to eachother.
Looking back now, I realised that I changed so much.
After experiencing so much, I grewup, I matured.
I used to think that schools and studies are rubbish, but now it's the other way round.
Infact doing all those things that I did before were the ones that're rubbish, and damn I seriously fucking regretted a hell lots.
I'm no longer the same Weiai I used to be.
I've got noone to confide in, except for my blog(s).
I doesn't like crying infront of people, I doesn't want to seem so weak.
I might be strong for my physical, but infact my heart's a weakling.

Sigh....
Goodnight.

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