♥ @ Kisses

❥ Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 11:54 PM

Ridiculous.

Naive enough to think that you loved me truly.
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-TraLaLa- people, though I've only joined you guys 2weeks or so ago, and only met up once, but I really enjoyed alot with y'guys! -TraLaLa- will never fall, never die! ♥

Jane/Guigui, though we doesn't know eachother long, and never really talk alot, but I do care for you. Maybe you'll find this weird, that I don't even talk much to you and I'm saying all these, but really, I do care, because I treats you as my friend.
I've read your blog the other day, and I think you're somehow sad over someone?
Cheerup, and smile! Me wants to see you happy. ♥

Laypeng, you were someone I treated as my bestfriend in the past. I don't know isit me thinking too much, or whatsoever, that I felt that we've got no topics to talk about anymore.
Especially when I got transfered from Express to NormalA, the things we can talk about got lesser and lesser, and as time passes, I drifted from the whole 2D'07 & you.
Did you ever realise how sad I was to see you with others, laughing and joking, and I wasn't with you all.
You can say that I'm jealous/angry that I got isolated. Maybe you guys didn't meant it, but still, it do hurts.
That day when I returned BM, I was really happy to see you & the rest. Those feelings of a class came back.
But... Things will never be the same like before. :'}
Jiayou for O's! ♥

Sebastian/ahDAN, 1year+ of friendship & still continuing! :D I've heard of what happened. I hope you're doing fine, and do be active soon!
I'm very sure that the whole -TraLaLa- misses you.
As for me... I miss smacking your head! :P Hehe ♥

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It has been 1year+ ever since I left BM, ever since I quitted schooling.
Nowadays whenever I see either my friends or passerby(s) wearing school uniforms, playing/chatting/running around, I feel so envious.
I was once like them too, everyday laughing and playing around with people, enjoying life, mugging when I'm supposed to, skipping a day or two's school to "relax", having those minor quarrels but later on everything will be fine and so on.
Days like that were so great, so free.
In this 1year+, I realised that studies are more important than anything else @ this age of 16.
I'm now just holding a cert of a PSLE's. Without a O's cert, what I can do in the future?
At this year, 2009, even jobs like taxi drivers (or whatever job is that, I forgot) needs O'lvl certs.
Gee, see how I'm gonna live my life in the future?
I regretted being like how I used to be, I regretted not treasuring the chances that people gave, I regretted not going to school for them, I regretted everything that I did that led me to this road that I'm walking right now.
It's tough and rocky, and when you fall, nobody's there to help you up.
So now, I stand alone..

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