♥ @ Kisses

❥ Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 10:31 PM

Love like this.

I've locked you in my heart, and never will my door open for you to leave or for others to enter anymore.
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I wokeup kinda early today. 9am+?
Was rather sad to not see Hubbie's message. But nevermind! Who ask him to be a pig HAHAHA.

And the reason why I wokeup so early?
Cause I've to go and visit the dentist ._.
The injection needle was fucking big can? Scary..
After injecting the 麻醉药, the left side of my mouth were totally numbedz.
Then when he started to pluck my teeth out... Omfg the thing is like a tongs or something?
Fucking scary, lol.
One bigtooth gone forever, how?! D:
Grandma kept telling me "你不要一天到晚吃糖果啊!" -_-
Cute not?
And then it bleeded as though it's free flow like that. Lmfao.

Home, rot, took a 1hour nap.
I wokeup cause my maid was fucking noisy lah, keep coming in and out of my room then open/close the door till macham want tear down my wall like that -_-
Dulan bodoh! :@
Then suddenly my Guardian asks me to follow her out, I'm like huh... Zzz.
Okeh so we drove Grandma to somewhere for her mahjong session, bought some food, home.
I felt so ill when I was in the car. Like almost wanna puke that kind. :(
Then @ around 6pm Hubbie finally wokeup and texted me!
I miss him so dearly :(
Cabal-ed, MSN-ed, rot.
HOW NO LIFE CAN THAT BE!!!!!

And I'm now on Lover's Facebook photos.
LOVER AH YOUR PHOTOS I SEE UNTIL WANT DIE.
SO MANY LOL!!

Saw someone's Facebook photos too.
Reminds me of how happy I was to be with that clique.
Memories don't fade, do they? :)

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Music saved me.

Tomorrow will be the last day I'm in Singapore. I'll miss each and everyone of my beloveds and friends sososo much.
I've grownup, I'm not the immature brat anymore.
I used to think that friends can last till forever, but now I realised that actually no, friends comes and goes.
I miss the clique that I used to be with alot, but we just seems to have no topic to talk about anymore.
Friends that I thought will be there for me when I needed them but no, they weren't there.
I tried my best to be a good girlfriend, a good friend, a good listener, but I never knew if I am to anyone or not.

I'm glad that I've met people like Andrea, Felicia, Ken and Liping.
You four were there for me when I needed someone, spending time with me, accompanying me, wanting me to be happy, to smile.
Even though I was in Malaysia for months, yet you four didn't drift away from me, but closer.
In life, people always get to only have 1bestfriend, yet I've got 4.
I'm really happy that I've met you guys, you guys never fail to make my day whenever you're around me.
All I want to see from you guys are your smiles that makes my day.
Beloveds, I love you♥

Kelvin.PYL, my dearest boy.
Misunderstandings/non-communication broke us up once, and I'll never ever let it break us up the second time.
Those 2weeks without you were hell to me, I miss you so much everyday, wondering how are you, what are you doing, etc.
I stopped myself from ringing/texting you, because I thought that you MIA-ed from me because you wanted to have a silent break.
But days ago you told me that no, it's because you love me too much to bear the pain of seeing me leave so you left me without saying a thing.
I don't blame you for this, and I know what you're trying to tell me in that message too.
Yes, it'll hurt for us to be apart, not seeing eachother, not feeling the warmth of your hugs for months, but I've got no choice.
I really wish and hope that you'll persevere, you'll wait for me until I'm back.
I love you, I reallyreally do love you alot.
Everything that you said, you did, you mentioned, I remember them all.
Whatever that happened in between us before, it's all kept in my heart and mind.
How I wish that everyday when I open my eyes, the first thing I'll see is always you.
How much I love you, it can't be defined or said in words but actions.
I hope it's same goes to you! :)
Hubbie, I don't wanna lose you again, I can't afford the pain of losing you once more.
Will you stay close, and not go away? ♥

I always opens my "Create post" window at a very early timing and only blog later in the night.
It's now 3.04am already.
7 more hours before I can see my husband! I'm so happy.
I hope this pig will wakeup on time and reach my place @ 10am!
If not I guess I'll just suck thumb and fume. :(

Labels: my love for you is very true♥