❥ Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ 3:46 PM
My doggie :}
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Aft a few days i finally have th urge t update here. Only realised that i can blog @ kiss-withlove but only a short one. But i won't blog thr anymore when April starts. So do visit here again when it's April!
I was feeling down few days back cuz i happen t see a friend's blog & it's kinda emo. :\
Laughs. That's how easily emotional-affected i can be. I hate myself for being so emo whenever i listens to some particular songs, or read blogs. O:
Right now, i also don't know what am i suppose t do.. How i wish there's a time machine that can rewind my time, back to those times when i was so innocent, so trouble-free, so cheerful's Weiai. I was so happy back then, i don't even cry unless it's v serious. Friends ard me were all as innocent. If they doesn't like you, they'll show it obvious enough that they don't. Whereas now? Everybody's putting on a mask, even if they dislikes you they'll still act like they're your good friend. I hate these ppl being such fakers.
Sigh that's how much this world changed. Have anyone actually realised?
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Wednesday:
When i was upset, i tried looking for ppl to talk to but noone was thr for me. I felt so damn alone. ):
Got so fedup w myself so i went t bathe in cold water & i swear i was shivering like mad. Th last time i ever shivered liddat was 3yrs ago in SparkC Camp LOL -_-
Soon i was down w fever. Laugh :X
Later on during late midnight Orkao'AhBi♥ called me t chat & that's when i got btr. I talked t Simon, AhBi's friend, in cantonese. Hahah, so cute! :}
AhBi was being rly adorable. He kept asking me what those cantonese meant & th way he pronounced it was so.... Funny. LOL. I laughed like one ahhai -.-"
Den he scolded me for bathing in coldwater. ._.
Oh, should i be honoured that i'm actually like, his 1st gan? Hohos.
Talked frm 2.30AM till 5.30AM, went t slp & he called back at 6AM+ den ask me go back slp =.=
Thursday:
Forced myself t wakeup at 10.45AM t do hsework. Did for 6h -_-
I don't know why did i took so long. Laughs.
Wanted t take a nap but didn't, cuz i can't seem to slp. Daydream, sms, listened t music & so on.
Aunt reached home at 6PM+ & she kinda lectured me cuz i didn't do well for hsework. Went out w her t buy birthdaycake for cousin as it's his birthday. I was wearing Doraemon pajamas's bottoms & a damn ugly tshirt w my jacket LOL. Sibeh chapalan siol. Heng i didn't goout of th car! Hahah.
Den whoa, i saw this guy that's in a not rly nice car who's kinda handsome. Laughs! xD
I was so paiseh when those passerbys walking past our car lor. I looked so.. ._.
Listened t HK singers' songs & felt so emo, cuz i got reminded of ELKH.
But! Now Kelvin Baby's my one & only boy and love. (L)
Went home & Aunt says i can go & dabao food. Went home t chnge into shorts & tee, den i tio gan cuz i took too long ._.
She was shouting at th top of her lungs outside th hse sia. Lmfao! Quickly wentout & walked t buy my food.
Came back, bathed, ate. That's when my Aunt shouted @ me so fucking loudly D:
Den she went t talk t my neighbour abt my 2cousins of their schwork & behaviour and they both kena reprimanded like hell. Lol.
I wentup @ 10PM+ into room & Baby♥ called :}
Chatted till 12.30AM or so & he went t slp. Orkao'AhBi called aft that, chatted for 1h & i went t slp.
Friday:
Wokeup @ 8AM+ & did stuffs i shld do. Aunt brought me out t dabao food @ 12PM+ & told me t go & ask if a particular shop is hiring ppl :O
Got rdy & walked t look for that place as it's just nearby. I swear i looked like a lost sheep cuz i was walking round & round agn & agn while talking on th phone w X.Jie.
Asked & someone told me th way & when i finally reached they say they're not hiring. Waste my time & energy! -'-
She still give me lj bin siol. Was so fucking pissed so i gave her a stare & walkedoff. Once i turned my back on her i shouted t X.Jie on th phone w vulgars which i purposely did so it's loud enough for her t hear & he laughed like mad. o:
Kup phone when i went t lan. Wahlan eh, gg t that lan equals t adding fuel t th fire which's representing my mood. I'm so fuckup cuz of that laolan bastard man! Argh.
Wentoff & walked ard in LeisureMall. It's so boring t be alone. :(
Walked t those shophouses outside & sat down @ th staircases as i was rly wornout cuz i've walked for hrs! Baby♥ called & we talked. Hahah, he's just so cute! :}
On th way home i played w those shyshy plants! I forgot what name. Mimosa(?) Damn cute. Played w pugongying too! Th whitewhite one, den when you blow it it'll flyaway bits by bits. So pretty :}
Baby said i sounded like a kid -.- Roar i'm not!
Reached home alr den walked back down t pasarmalam cuz Aunt wants me t buy smth. My legs like want t brk alrd lor! Walked ard, bought some snacks to eat. Yummy!
Bought stuffs & walked home.
No playing w plants this time round! :D
Brought my neighbour's dogs; Bingo & Johnny over t my hse cuz i'm gonna tc of them while she's away!
Th rest i'll update agn soon kay!
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Baby i'll pray hard that you'll be safe. Ily.
