❥ Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ 11:37 AM
See this is how i looked like after drinking th redwine at th wedding dinner. Macham i put blusher sia LOL.
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Laughed abit ytd while talking t my Aunt & neighbour who came back and fetching her dogs home. It seems that Johnny, th Szetsu(?) has started his first love, 初恋! Kno why? Cuz i was hugging my dog, den Johnny kept barking. I put her down le, he kept following her barking at her. Funny thing is that my dog totally ignored him. LOL.
Den we kept saying aiyo Johnny chulian alr LOL :X
Damn funny pls. Somemore when th 2dogs just came they were so afraid of my dog, cuz she v chorlor for a female dog lor. Aiya th scene is srsly damndamndamn funny! xD
Hehehe den i got some snacks from neighbour as gift. :}
Th potatoechips sibeh hard sia. Munch till my teeth v pain T.T Supposingly i was eating th tomyam seaweed, budden i scare got seafood contents, cuz my wound's not alright yet you see! Cuz after eating a few pieces my injection & wound's like have those intensive kind of pain so i stopped. :\
Baby called at 11PM+ & talked for 1h+. Baby went t toilet & when he called back i'm alr half aslp so Idk what i talking LOL ._. I srsly don't remember alr. Dno what's wrng w me lately, supersuper slpy :O
Ard 2AM+ Orkao'Ahbi called. I love chatting w him cuz he v cute! Lol. We're alright alr, friends & gans agn :}
For th sake of calling me he purposely go activate his line's overseas call wor. LOL. Den crapcrap abit, talktalk abit, ard for 2h? Went t slp cuz he also like gg fall aslp alr lol. Said goodnight & i went off t my lalaland too xD
Sometimes i hate my cousins. Doubling or even "thriceing" my work. ARGH.
Brian & Shujuan, don't worry uh, i cfm will find you guys one. Wanna play, i play along. One is ball-less one is duaneh siol. Sibeh pei ley, shld be couples! Can fulfill eachother's desire HAHAHA. You two v wuji huh? I PUI!
I won't let you go so easily, I swear. :)
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I might be able t visit Sg soon, v v soon. But Idk if i shld go anot. My Aunt says if i go, i will have t stay w that pubor father/grandma's hse. I don't wanna go thr.. I hate them.. Den my Aunt still can say she's not a doll for us t play w. I was thinking, shouldn't i be th one who says that? When you all needs me for smth you all sounded oh-so-nice. But when i need you all t help me you all just give excuses t say no. What's this? What kind of family members are you all? Fuck everything, fuck this Pang family, fuck this world.
If life's like this i rather th end of th world just come faster. No point in living anyway. Lmao?
I hate being pushed here & thr. Nobody knew how hurt i felt. Nobody cared. Nobody asked. Nobody bothered. I am a nobody not only t th world but t everyone. Friends ard me are like this, family are like this, everyone ard me are like this. Den who can i rely on now? Who can i turn t? Who can i trust?
Noone but myself.......
Sigh life just sucks t th deepest core. Death used t be smth that i'm afraid of, cuz i won't bear my love ones. Now? Death is nth t me alr. Nobody cares anyway :}
I swore t myself, that i wouldn't be so naive anymore, t trust ppl that i thought i can trust.
Time shall be th witness and prove t who're th true ones beside me..
Alright i'm going alr. Still have t mop th flr cuz th GoldenRetriever drops alot of fur -.-
Zzz so tiring......
Baibaibai. <3
