❥ Thursday, March 05, 2009 @ 2:39 AM
Hehaho. I love talking to my Kelvin B.Boyfriend.
Always manage to cheer me up no matter how down i am. Thanks so much eh, B.Boyfriend!
He's very cute also lor. Everytime disiaosiao, laugh and makes me laugh too. Sooo adorable! I love him so muchieeeeszx. HAHA.
He see this he confirm very happy!! Right Kelvin? I know you too well alrdy laaaa.
My lunch & dinner were super heavy.
I felt so terrible after finishing my dinner and so i went to vomit. Lmao.
Watched shows while smsing, and Kelvin called! :)
I rly love talking to you so much, Kelvin!
And.... You know what happened!! So fun la please! LOL!!
I like it alot ok :P
Let's get it again someday! HAHA.
Put down le, continue watching shows. Replied my 30unread messages until want die -_- Went to bathe at 12.40AM. Cooked beehoon as i'm kinda hungry. It took me only 5mins to finish it cuz it's rly damn lil. Lol.
ELKH called and talked.
So many things changed. Utterly disappointed and pekchek about his attitude. I hate it like fuck. I told him so many things th night before and i thought he'll atleast say smth that'll cheer me up, and i was expecting it th whole day that he'll. Yet when he called all he know how to say is abt today what he did blablah. All i want to know is what does he want? But too bad he said nothing about it and he succeeded in disappointing me even more :)
Told him that i need a break. I seriously needs one, my mind is sooo croppedup w his stuffs D:
He said he don't want to. But... I am sorry. I rather suffer now than in th future. No matter what we're still friends. You can still gimme a call when you needs me. For th last time i will tell you that ILoveYou, ELKH.
Takecare of yourself okay. Don't fall sick! Love.
Now my mood is damn fuckup. I miss Kelvin and him :(
Kelvin! Call me soon! Your this B.Girlfriend misses you!! I know you do too :D
Haha!
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Goodbye to th guy i once love th most. Actually i felt kinda happy when you said you doesn't wanna break cuz you love me but im sorry, things that you did just makes me so upset always. Your attitude just kills everything. I know you don't meant it but i just can't tolerate it further. Too many times i tried and endedup hurting myself so deeply, making myself like a fool. I still do have feelings for you, but i only can let go than to continue now, because it's meaningless alrdy.. It's like a one-sided r/s, whatever you say is a knife stabbing my heart. My heart is very weak after so many stabs that you gave. I am tired. I don't feels appreciated, treasured at all. But still i will never regret loving you because i still can tell you that you're th guy i love th most in my whole 16years of life.
But, we're still friends yeah?
A last goodbye to you, ELKH.
Ily {/3
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It's 2AM+ now so i think i am going to sleep soon? Smsing and watching show, hahaha.
Kelvin do call me up soon okay! Miss you.
Goodnight everybody :)
