❥ Friday, February 06, 2009 @ 1:47 PM
Afternoon oh everyone :B
Was emo yesterday. It's like ever since th Friendster stuffs. Rahh! I hate myself being so over sensitive & easily jealous ):
Yesterday's dinner was porridge. Nice leh ^_^
Aunt went out at 8pm to orphanage. I didnt tag along~ Kinda tired &i wanted to watch tv :x
Watched the forensic scientist show. Actually i watched it b4 alrdy but thr isn't any other nice shows so i re-watch lor.
From 8pm+ till 10pm+. After that went back my room to read storybook & sms & drink my flowertea that's for slimming LOL. Will pangsai one :x
Read like half of th book & went to bed to lie down. Became more emo & i smsed Dear. Sorry for those veryvery emo smses, Dear!
Slightly l8r, i think 12.30am? Dear called & he told me stuffs. At th start i was still sad but i got cheeredup l8r by stuffs he said. Hehe. Dear i will try my veryvery best to not emo anymore, cuz i love you (:
I rly enjoyed talking to my beloved. I am so happy whenever i hears him says that he loves me. Ahhh >_>
Especially smth that he whispered yesterday! MUAHAHA I VERY HAPPY. LOL :X
Talked till 2.30am ba, & his card no money le. So upset luh. I started missing him a hell loads once it kup. Zzz.
Oyah, while we were talking thr's this guy who's my friend that kept fucking spamming my phone. He gave like, 15miss calls or smth. Zzz. I didn't want to answer his call cuz i dowan to waste my Dear's money :O
Then i told Dear & he wanted to gan that person one. But i didnt lah, but hor! I was super happyyyy when Dear said smth. HEHE. Omg Dear ily tons <3
Then sleep lor.
At 6.50am i wokeup to go toilet dabian. My stomach was fucking pain la ok. It's th flowertea -_-
So i spent th nxt 15 to 20mins in th toilet, like, lmao man! It has been so long since i wokeup so early. I think a year alrdy. LOL?
Then went to clear my dog's cage since i am alrdy kinda awake. Opened windows, water plants blablah. Aft that i went back to slp cuz I'm rly sleepy @.@
Wokeup at 9.30, went downstairs & started reading my book agn luh. I just finished it nt long ago. It's so sweet luh, th guy & girl! *Jealous*
Breakfast+lunch's porridge. Omg la thr's th vegetarian duck meat & wtf th skin they make until fucking disgusting sia. Got those dots. I see alrdy gt goosebumps -.-
I swear i am nt gonna eat it man. (And yah i didnt)
But th porridge was nice la. I like those stickysticky ones. Heh.
Oh btw my dog's getting so cute recently. Th way she walks makes me laugh. Rly v cute! :x
Like one baby gonggong one XD
HAHA. Adorable like dontknow what luh. Hee. I love doggies <3
Just remembered that i dreamt of Desmond Bastard & Liping Darling 2days back. I was smiling when i wokeup lor. I miss you guys so much ):
Darling imissyou tons too. Hope to see you soon!
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Dear i rly wish that you'll be my last romance. Maybe you'll not believe this but i rly love you alot. I can tell you that you're th 2nd guy that makes me feels so love-sick lor. I misses you always.
ELKH, you'll be in my heart always. ♥
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I happen to read someone's blog & i felt kinda, down.
Actually, what's th defination of friends? Nobody knows exactly what isit. For some, hangingout tgt always makes them rly gdfriends like it'll be forever. For other somes, maybe gg through things tgt are friends.
For me personally, idk. Ppl ard me are just so realistic & materialistic.
It's as though our friendships' a piece of glass. When smth w some weight hits onto it it'll nt brk but crack.
Maybe when thr's no troubles/anything comingup in our ways we'll be th best buds ever, but if trouble comes?
Hv you ever think? Who wld be th ones beside you, gg through th hard times w you? & who'll be th ones tht runsaway & ignore you?
Things in life are just soooo unpredictable & unexpected, laughs.
If you're asking me, i seriously dontknow who'll be th thr for me when i needs them.
Because, i am losing th confidence in humans.
Because, 99% of humans are selfish creatures.
It'll be SO least likely you'll get a friend who's nt selfish.
But still, congratulate yourself if you've one friend like this (in your opinion) and rmb to treasure him/her because that he/she is alrdy an extinct warmblooded living mammal on Earth. :O
Hah.
Ohyeah it's pasarmalam day today! Hope i can go to gt some honey taiwan sausages ^_^
