❥ Tuesday, February 10, 2009 @ 12:23 AM
Ahyo!
Let's start having a update shouldn't we? :)
I fell asleep @ 12am bah. AhWing♥ Brother called me ard 1am. Laughs. So i talked to him luh, since Dear haven't call & it's like days since i talked to Brother alrdy.
As time passes i started getting worried fr Dear. So i gave him a call & he's watching soccer that's why. I thought what happened to him sia ._. Scare me!
Den he continued watching while i continued talking to Brother. Den he called & i ps Brother. LOL sry AhWing! :\
We kup aft 1hr, cuz Dear's dad scolded & asks him to slp. Sry Dear ):
I was kinda emo too. Sigh. I hv rly low self esteem at times. Dammit la :@
As usual, wakes up at 9:30am. Did stuffs blablah & slacked. Dear called @ 12pm+ but only talked fr mins. Ard 1.30pm Yoghurt called me. He damn guailan lor LOL. Shortie :P But he's nice talking to. Talked fr awhile den kup le cuz my Ahyi came. Her angbao's only RM3 -.- How kiamsiak of her. Laughs!
Den she left & my Aunt gave me a big pack of potatoechips :B
She told my 2 lil cousins that i am guai lately so she rewards me. HAHA.
Wentup to watch "The Strangers", that stupid show w no start no ending. I still rmb who i watched it w. LOL. Shhh!
Watched 15mins nia, den my Ahyi called my Aunt & said we're gg out! (Yay!)
Den i went to gt rdy luh. I'm starting to hate skinnies. Dont ask me why cuz idk ._.
Ahyi came & we went SungeiWang. Alot shuaiges! Hehe :P
I saw a woman's tattoo at her back. Laughs, i swear her rose looked like mine. Just that hers bigger while mine's small. Sian, i want more tattoos! I want $ :(
Saw grps of ppl & gt reminded of those days hangingout w friends in Sg & i smiled. Lol.
Walked past a stall that sells crystals & th guy who looked like 20++ smiled @ me so i smile back. LOL. I am so cool yo. LOL.
I saw many shades! I likes a few. But i cant get them. So sad lor :(
Before leaving we all gt ourselves AuntieAnne's pretzel. Veryvery long time since i ate it! Caramel almond rocks to da core ♥
Afterthat we went another place to hv our dinner. Supposingly we wanted steamboat but when we reached thr thr isn't any & we didn't felt like leaving it was raining heavily outside, so bobian luh.
When entering th doors a table of family kept staring at us. Den i told my 13yr old cousin & her friend & they were like, ya lor.
Esp 1 of th daughters, she kept staring at me. I see alrdy damn pekchek la! So i gin back. Den she siam her eyes. Lmao.
Ordered food. When th food comes we were like keep on comparing theirs' to another restaurant lol :x So bad.
It's nt rly nice anyw. Even roadside stalls tastes btr luh.
Finished alrdy, we went to th restaurant that we prefer more. LOL.
So we had 2dinners. LOL.
We laughed like mad when eating. Cuz my Aunt was telling us abt her friend who's very funny when pronuncing/talking. I swear we all laughed loudly. LOL.
& I definately prefer th food thr. It's so many times btr lor!
Den i finished eating. And whoa, i was fucking full. It's like th food's like up till my throat alrdy D:
So i went to vomit in th toilet. LOL. Oops!
I think i vomited out that 2nd dinner ._.
Den thr's this lil girl outside th toilet talking to her grandma i think. When i came out she told her grandma i am a boy. -.-
Blame it on my broad shoulders. I regretted swimming when i was young la zzz.
Oyah! My Ahyi said i slimmed dwn alot ley! HAHAHA. Th last time she saw me was ard 1month ago ba? Hehe.
It's a good thing yeah? xD
But i still hate my shoulders & th fats @ my stomach :@
Argh.
Aft 2nd dinner we went home luh. Otw back my Aunt & Ahyi & cousins were laughing like some siaozhabors. I just keep quiet cuz idk what they talking LOL. Reached home, bathed & stuffs & here i am blogging! Haha.
Conclusion, today's a fun day.
Very long time since i enjoyed & laughed like today. :)
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I didn't want to think like that too. I am so afraid of this. It happened a few times before & i doesn't want to experience it again.. You might say that now, but when it comes, who knows? I don't want that to be th reason of us walking away from eachother. Everything i'm doing meant that i love you. I know, you've put in alot effort in this r/s too. Spending unnecessary money & calling me daily. I know i've repeated this lots of times, but, i rly love you from th bottom of my heart. No guys made me felt like this before. I am just so addicted to you, do you know? I can't stop being emotional, it's because i love you too much. I don't wanna lose you now and in th future. You're so important to me. You asked me before, what'll happen to me if one day you're gone. Honestly speaking, i have no idea too. Maybe i will cry endlessly/maybe not. Maybe i will just go back to those restless and no life days, spending my time wondering in my mind of memories of th past. Maybe i will do foolish stuffs like th past i did. Maybe i will just stare blankly in th air & miss you. Thr are too many 'maybe' that i can't give you a definate answer.
But no matter what's gonna happen;
I'll still luvs you.
:')
E, 你是我的。
