❥ Thursday, February 05, 2009 @ 4:22 PM
See that picture above?
Ya know what is that?
It's a patch of blueblack at my stomach LOL.
10cm long 5cm wide. Whoa, 50cm sq. Don't playplay ah! LOL.
So disgusting sia. Cuz blueblack will like hv some dots here & thr mah, then i see le i gt goosebump lor. I can't stand seeing these dots. Very eerieeeee! *shivers*
Oh why i got it? Cuz i played w those wooden hula-hoop fr 25mins non-stop that's why lor. Wtf right LOL.
Anyw, it seems that evry morning whn i wakeup i'll hv fever siah x_x Laughs.
Last night? Okok lor. Talked to Dear. (:
Idk what's wrng w me nowadays la, being over sensitive or what shit. Sigh i hope he understand. I've gt no confidence in myself. If only i am beautiful. ):
After putting down i fell asleep ard 1.30am ba. Wokeup @ 8.18am to bring my dog to shit. Giving her training to shit at toilet rofl. Went back up to bed, wanting to slp but can't cuz ppl kept smsing me zz. Finally at 9.10am i fell asleep but i nid to wakeup at 9.30am.. Wow -.-
Today's breakfast was nice. Fried noodles & yam kueh. ^^v
Yup, then slack for 2hrs ba? Then started mopping floor lor. Devin called to chat for ard 1h40mins & kup. Continued mopping. Done alrdy, & finished my kueh. Yummy (:
Dno why whenever my aunt's at home i feels extraordinary-ly hungry & feels like eating alot sia -.- Zzz.
Oh & she bought me a BathingApe's shirt! V cute lor. Thanks Aunt : D
Grandma called & told me my father's hp lost that's why she can't call him. Wtf sia, so coincidental meh. -.-
I think my Aunt's gg JB on Tues or what. & I rly hope that my dad will brings me to get my passport done within these few days lor. If done, meaning on Tues i will be in Sg! So he better fucking turnup la. Zzz.
My father's a bloody fucker. I hates him to the core _l_!
Yaaaa then my Aunt asked if i wanna go orphanage tonight anot. Idk leh i v lazy to. Lol. But i feels like playing w those kids or smth. Rahh!
Shall see if i am tired anot lor (:
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Confidence are getting lower day by day, when all these are happening.
Idk what to do. Act like nth's wrong? Or shld i say, everything's right but i kept thinking wrong.
Idk, i rly dk.
Those things that you told me, it's rly sweet.
But sometimes it'll be too sweet to be true.
Idk since when that i doesn't believes in sweettalking anymore..
I am once a girl who loves my boyf telling me sweet stuffs & i will be over the moon. I was innocent enough to think that all these will come true.
Maybe it's because after those r/s; those promises broken by those guys, i chooses not to believe guys/sweettalks so easily, anymore.
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But, Dear..
I rlyrlyrly still loves you as much as before.
Do you?
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Te Ubsec.
