❥ Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 4:00 PM
I took this picture randomly last night.
Please ignore my face because i only intends to show you th shirt my aunt bought for me recently LOL.
P.S: It's BabyMilo not BathingApe. I remembered wrongly previously :x
I swear i looks like some geek w specs :(
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Yesterday:
Hahaha i failed to psycho myself to do housework again(like for th 3rd time?! -.-).
I got no mood at all. I am sibehhhhh sian.
I spent my time surfing Friendster, blogs, MSN, chatting at a online chatroom in Msia.
It's rly boring actually. I am runningout of blogs to read..
Anybody intro some interesting web to me?!
Tag me @ kiss-withlove.blogspot.com please, ty. Hope somebody will do so!
I didn't have any appetite too. For th whole day till 12AM i only ate 2bowls of porridge & i ain't hungry at all when i am always hungry. Lol ;x
Only after 12AM+ den i ate another bowl cuz i doesn't want to throw it away -.-
And, i talked to him on MSN..
He says that he still loves me.
I know, i know.. But.. Th 2nd time of us being tgt wouldn't come ba, i guess?
Since your parents alrd have such super-strong disapproval actions done. Lmfao.
I hope nothing will happen to you cuz i don't wish to see you get hurt.
You hurt = my heart pain :\
So.... Yeah.
After that i called him to talk awhile..
I am so happy to hear his voice.. I miss him alot..
But i am sad too.
Because he's no longer mine..
He thought i was angry cuz in MSN i sounded so.
But when he hear my voice like very happy.
Aiya. Arbo what you want me to do? At th shout and scream and cry for you? -.-
Lol i won't do such things one. Hahaha.
He told me stuffs lor. I listen till veh upset.
In th end i still cried -.-
I quickly put down when i started.
I don't want him to hear me cry again.. I want him to be happy :)
Den.. Like that lor.
I told him "byebye" & actually that byebye meant goodbye, my love.. :(
See if we've got th fate to be tgt again in th future ba!
But know this alrights. I still loves you as much as before.. :')
Hahaha.
Den, my friend told me that i can dl songs online @ baidu.com!
Den i go check. RLY CAN SIA LOL.
So damn kewlz pl0x!
I found alot of DBSK, 林峰's songs.
I EVEN GOT TH 少年英雄 FROM AHLONGPTELTD & TH SONG THAT HONGJUNYANG SUNG IN INOTSTUPIDTOO OMGGGGGGG.
I damn happy sia LOL!!
Only when i found those songs den i keep smiling to myself. ;x
HAHA.
Ard 3AM+ Benjamin Ahbengzxz called me to chat. We talked about lots of things siol. Bunk! :B
I miss Bunk i miss Bunk i miss Bunk!
I don't care la when i go back i one-shot want meet everyone at bunk LOL.
Hope everybody will turnup! :o
Yesyesyes.
I WILL GIVE HUGS. WHO WANT? LOL.
Yaaaa den talk till 4.30AM his phone no battery so auto sayonara.
I continued watching tv lor. Nth to do anyway..
Watch until 6.20AM like that, i off le & go back my room. Surf-ed th Msia online chatroom, talk abit w ppl & i fell asleep in th end ._.
Today:
Wokeup at 11.30AM. Nua till 12PM.
Damn tired sia.
Getoff my bed le, throw th blanket ah, pillowcase ah blablah into th washingmachine. Washed dishes, packed th discs properly, wiped table.
That's only like, not even 1/3 of th hseworks i have to do la okay! :(
I haven't even mop th floor. I DON'T FEEL LIKE LA.
Very tiring and mahuan you know. Need to sweep first, den need talk bucket & fillup half, den mop abit need change water liao. Want my life -.-
Zzzzzz.
Maybe doing it in th late evening. It's only 3.44PM now anyway..
And this afternoon smth happened that pulled my heart all th way down into th super fucking deep well.
Those vege & food that my aunt bought for me are finished alrd, so 2days ago she asked me to sms my father to get stuffs for me.
I sms alrd, waited for 1day+ & he nvr contact me at all.
So, i called him today.
His tone was like so.... Kaopeh la.
He say he nvr receive my sms. Okay lor, den i tell him th things.
Den he's like saying "But i no time leh i need to work" blablablah.
Den i say sua la forget it and kup.
My aunt called me l8r & she told me smth that made me so fucking dulan to have this kind of father.
Conversation of Aunt(A) & Father(F):
F: Th Singapore grandma(means my grandma) kept calling me to ask me to do Aiai's passport. I also don't know what's th situation now la, is see you le lor.
A: What see me? Now is you to make th passport not me leh. I not her mother cannot do.
F: ......
F: You ask Aiai to ask me to buy things one huh.
A: Ya. Cuz i can't come back on time and her food is finished alrd, so i ask her ask you to buy lor.
F: I now no money la. You also know i owed AhYap(my uncle aka their eldest brother) so many money, i now every month can't even cover th expenses leh. Den you still ask from me RM300 for Aiai's expenses on food for every month, den now still want me to buy these things for her?
A: Eh what kind of words are you saying huh. You say these kind of things to me for what? You don't want buy just say. (Then she kup his phone)
Yes. What kind of father do i have? Chaocheebye i your daughter leh. Spend money on me will die?
Tmd, fuck everything la hor _l_
