❥ Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 11:55 PM
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I am happy.
NOT! (Laughs)
Lover, i miss you.
If only i can fly to Sg everytime i want!
I'll look for you, i am sure.
You know what am i thinking now?
If i'm in Sg i would ask pple like Andrea and Shawn out to ClarkeQuay, and get one/two dozens bottles of vodkas, and sits by the river side and drink and chat.
It's always nice to have one or two friends with you when you're down.
A bunch will be abit...
Not so good.
SERIOUSLY.
It's better if you goes out with a bunch of friends when you're happy but NOT when you're upset yeah.
Hahaha.
Dont you think so?
But uh that's just my opinion :)
Grrr.
I'm feeling so bad inside out!! T_T
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My English is horrible.
Zzz.
I've finished the show alrdy!
So touching.
She's got a very good husband :)
Dang~
Even though it's just a show but still it makes me drools.
LOL.
Of what?
Over the idea of having a family!
LOL what the hell i am just 16 this year but i'm thinking of marriage?
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LIFE IS A BORE MAN!
I miss times from 4 till 14year-old..
I didnt have to worry about anything then.
Maybe just my studies?
But my attitude was, fuck care la.
Lol.
I'm so happy during my primary school days.
I dont think so much into love, because I'll just love a guy and not expecting anything.
I dont cry. Perhaps in a year I'll only shed once in many months.
Because i rly was a happyfruit then.
Friends' parents called me a 开心果.
Like almost all of their parents like me alot.
But no doubt some dislikes me alot la! (Laughs)
But, who cares?
I was happy with my life and everything back then.
Always smiling, laughing, playing.
I still remember that my choir teachers always praise me for my smiles and boy, i am proud okay :D
Sigh.
So what if i hadn't have a daddy/mummy?
Atleast I've got my guardians.
I didnt think about "parents" only until i'm 13/14year old.
Jealousy for everyone~
Hahaha.
I am helpless.
YEAH.
I think so?
I think i wont be blogging for a few days.
THINK ONLY.
Cause everyday blog, sian liao.
Cause, everything is the same.
-.-
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Actually..
I'm having a very very very very VERY bad idea right now.
(I feels like taking drugs)
Lmao.
Like esctacy, ice or smth?
I forgot the names lol :x
Can i have some Panadols or smth?
I want to die lol.
