❥ Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 5:21 AM
I think, that my hair is so cock.
LOL.
Bleah.
I am upset.
Lols. ):
I am jealous of everyone with their other half.
I could have my Baby too.
But, what the hell..
This is th first time that i misses someone so much after i am the one who wanna end it.
Lmao.
):
I guess, our start was a mistake.
When i was with you i took you for granted.
I thought that it was 理所当然.
What the heck.
What was i thinking?
Zzz.
I rlyrlyrly thought that i love you no more.
I thought so.
Now?
Oh.
Now then i realise that i loved you much in the past, and now.
Yeah..
Because you were with me, i didnt treasure you.
You're gone.
Fuck.
I rly am upset.
Boy.
I miss you.
Can i say that i love you?
.
I called him up yesterday.
I told him a few words & then i kup.
Afterthat, i got rly down.
Ya know why?
Cuz of the 1st sentence he said when he pickedup my call.
"Who are you?"
Wtf.
WTF.
I knows that he knows it's me obviously.
But he said this.
Meaning he rly decided to not acknowledge me as his friend alrdy.
Hell.
Why?
Cant i care about you as your friend?
Now i'm the one who dont understand.
-.-
Anyway, Jack called me @ 12am+ & he fell asleep.
Then he called back @ 1am+ haha.
Talked for 45mins.
He told me smth.
Fuck you bodoh!
I swear that I'll never ever picks up your fucking call anymore.
Nnb, very fun har?
Diu you.
Pubor -.-
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And then, Xixi called @ 3am.
40mins & he fell asleep.
Wahlauuuu ._.
So boring!
I've been watching tv 10h30mins continuously.
OMG.
Keehong!
Oh and, my box of tangerines are finishing.
3days+ only, I've eaten like over 20 of them.
Now only left 5tangerines.
LOL.
So scary of me! :x
Mum-mums. Hehe.
Sigh.
I'm being so ironic.
At one point i am happy.
The other i am sad.
Very sad.
Very very sad.
You get the idea.
Watching this show makes me miss my Singapore friends more.
Dam. ):
And him.
AH.
Fuck!
Screws me.
Kills me!
• 思念是一种病.
Yah.
It rly is. ):
I kept having the feeling that i wanna cry.
But i held it back.
I dontknow why am i doing this.
I rly dontknow..
The feeling of unable to cry is.......
Terrible. Horrible. Omg.
D:
Haishx.
I cant sleep..
It's 5.08am now...
T.T!
Wahlau. Can i dont be so bitch anot?
I am the one that wanted all these yet here i am, telling everyone that i miss him, i love him, i wish he'll be mine once again.
I bet some will be saying, she deserve it one mah, she said it one what.
Yeah i deserves it..
That's why i wouldn't ask him for patch lol.
I dont wanna be so selfish~
But.
Can we be friends still?
LOL i am stupid!
He wouldn't reply me one lah.
Ahahaha!
I hope i can sleep soon.
Very very very soon? :)
Continue watching tv!
:D
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This love,
Between you & me,
Was once so deep, once so hypnotized.
Yet i didnt know how to treasure you.
Ya know, i miss you so?
A week since we walked our own ways.
Have you ever turn around searching for me?
I did..
I'm still standing at the same place, same point.
Our past's just like a dvd.
Replaying in my mind.
Everything, everything..
I haven't once forgotten.
Those words you told me,
Those jealousy you've for others,
Was so cute, so loving, so lovable. :)
I miss you.
I rlyrlyrlyrlyrly do.
Hey.
You know smth?
I love you.
Sorry that i made you suffer.
• What comes around goes around.
I am suffering too.
I deserve this!
Yeah..
Bye.
请你好好照顾你自己!
我爱你.
I won't forget you ♥
