❥ Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 5:44 PM
He called me.
He told me loads of stuffs. I feels bad. Idk if this decision is right/wrng. I cant think. Idk how to put it.. I rly wish tht we can still be friends but he said no. I knw, I've hurt him rly very deeply. I've lost a great guy like him. Boy, i'm sry. Rly sry. I didnt expect th outcome to be like this. I didnt knw all these'll happen to us. You told me you'll nv read my blog agn. Tht's even btr.. You wldn't see wht i writes here.
Not loving you anymre is fake. Jst tht it faded. Ytd morning whn i jst wokeup you came to my mind. I've no idea why hahaha. It's time to let go..
Byebye love. Byebye happiness.
And hello loneliness! Ahah.
Okay i shall nt talk about these fr days. Need some time to calm myself dwn. It's nv nice to lose th one you love.
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I had a weird dream agn last night.
I dreamt of my Babygirlf, Mandy. And 1 mre guy which Idk who but resembles someone. We went to a water themepark. Thn i was only wrapping a towel LOL? -.-"
Thn we went to play a dno wht game. Gt small floats one. Thn gt a few guys kept laughing @ us screaming. Lmao! & th guy who's w us kept smiling @ me evil-ly ._.
Siao. Thn th game suddenly transform into a... Machiam skating one. Like halfway? LOL. Thn skate here skate thr =.=
Thn finish liao, Mandy & me went to bathe @ th toilet la(like, DUH).
Thn Idk wht kind of clothes i'm wearing. Very funny one. Super stupid okeh!
Thn i comeout Mandy was gone!! Omg D:
Thn i walk ard looking fr her. Th place dam eerie okeh? Fucking scary.. Oh thn finally @ a dno wht place i saw her. AND MYSELF!!!! I stared at tht "Weiai" beside her. I was like Wtf???!
Thn "Weiai" saw me and "she" disappeared! OMG GHOST!!!!
Oh thn i forget alrdy.. Hell it's so dramatic. And scary. Omgomgomg. I 怕怕 @_@
Dno wht's wrng w me lately. Gt these kind of funny(scary, dramatic) dreams. Zzz.
I guess i wont cry today. No tears alrdy. LOL. o:
Wheeee. Hahaha.
I'm so bored. Still pissed about th fucking telecom company. Useless bodoh! -.-
And i still haven't receive th mags. Zzzzzz! Even postmen're so slacky. Yuck la. :@ :@ :@!
I am so 孤单...
我好讨厌我自己的生活,一切.
现在的我什么都没了.就连唯一一个那么爱我的人我都伤害了他..
Boy,我对不起你.
对不起.
如果恨我;打我;骂我能让你好过点,我愿意.
我只希望你会好好的照顾你自己.这一切都不是你的错,是我的..
I'll never forget you in my life, cuz you were part of it once.
L, o, v, e, s.
I'm getting so aunty. Haha! Tata.
