❥ Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ 4:09 PM
Hi ^^
I called Liping ytd night @ 11pm+ close to 12am.
We talked for 1hr! She went to slp @ 1am. Aft that i continued watching my shows & i was restless. I laid on th flr w my pillow & bolster, watching th show w no intention of understanding it. Meaning i'm just watching th pple talk & move but I've no idea what's gg on. I was day-dreaming. Roflmao ._.
Then Ryan smsed me asking if i'm asleep. I cant reply so i gave him a miss call. He called me back in abt 15mins time, & that's when i felt slightly better. Atleast someone's here to accompany me! :)
We talked till 3am, putdown alrdy, then Xixi called. In less than 20mins time he fell asleep LOL. Sian 1/2~
Then i kup alrdy, i day-dream again. Or isit night-dream? Hahaha.
Then i slept @ 3am+ close to 4am. My ex-stepmum called me @ 9.30am. I was still sleeping but i act like i'm awake alrdy. Talked abit to her then i went back to sleep, till 1.30pm. :x
I went down to check the letterbox and still, my magazines're not in sight yet. Fxck ):
Zzz. Dam pekchek lah. :@
Then i started peeling the greens. I am so lazy i tell you. Peel halfway i dowan peel le. Then just throw th lil bit into the pot & cook it. My breakfast+lunch's maggiemee w greens, a tangerine & biscuits! What a heavy one, LOL.
I'm full alrdy. *burpppps*
Hehoha! Yummys. x3
Again, i am now lying on the floor watching tv. I love hugging my bolster! Makes me feel so contented. Rahh.
Ohs, & i read some blogs. So many of them got sweethearts alrdy~
So jealous. I'm jealous. :(
If only....... Sigh.
The last time i wentout w a boyf to movie was 5months plus ._.
T. A. D. S. C. D. H. Y. Z.
:o
LOL i am rlyrly very jealous! Haishx.
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Out of the blue, memories of me & every boyf I've got replays in my mind :o
He, was the 2nd guy that made me felt like the most blessed woman on Earth.
Just by talking to him on the phone, laughing, makes me blissful enough.
There were very upset moments, that i screamed & cried on the phone, telling him how hurtful his words were before.
Everytime when we're gg to hangup the phone we'll have those unbearable kind of emotions, and we expresses it by telling eachother "Iloveyou and I'll miss you, tke good care of yourself okay."
Everytime. Everytime we'll do this.
All these will become the sweetest memory of me & his.
I am so much of a bitch aint i.
This'll be the last time i ever post in my blog saying i miss him.
I am just, so sorry to him.
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I'll stay single for months! Muahaha.
Nobody likes me anyway. Hehoha!
My favourable gans & friends are the precious.
Love :)))
