❥ Sunday, January 11, 2009 @ 5:47 PM
This photo is taken almost 1year ago out BM. Elmo! :D
But i prefer Cookiemonster. I love its eyes! Muah x3
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Boy, i know, i know that saying all these doesn't help/change anything. I didnt want to lie to you. I know I've hurt you deeply. I... Dontknow wht can i say to make you feels better. But i hope that we still can be friends. Goodfriends.
I... Hope you'll forgive me. Even though it's only 2mnths+ that we're tgt, and we didnt even had wentout once b4, since i'm in Msia. But just those memories of us talking on th phone, laughing tgt and everything is mre than enough to be kept in our hearts.
It's not like i'm not sad or anything. I'm, but i cant be so selfish, right? This'll be th last time of me calling you Baby.
Baby, tke gdcare of yourself, okays? Sorry that I cant be w you anymore. I wish that you'll meet th girl that's fr you, yr soulmate. Loves.
Sometimes, it's not th holding-on to it makes us stronger, but it's letting go.
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Ahah, i'm so sleepy. I slept @ 4/5am+ like everyday. Then I'll wakeup averagely @ 12pm+ everyday too lol. Then tv all th way till nighttime. So dam no life. ):
Talked to Dandan, Xixi, Lim, Hua these few days. Dandan entertained me so muchmuchs, LOL. Keep making me laugh, AHAHA. Realise that he like to listen to old songs. Old songs are niceeeee okays. x3
Oh and Shawn called too. Nb everytime make me laugh like siao. Pundeh la LOL.
Call me ask me guess whr he, i say toilet la, he say how you know!, i say ofcuz la, gt echo, so obvious. Thn he ask me guess what he doing -.- Then in th end he say he booming Japan. LOLOLOL NNB OKEH!? =.=
I'm gonna make him pay fr th drinks and everything when he brings me go clubbing. ^_^ Ahlalala. Lover you wanna go mah? He treat!!! xD
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Today is so sian.
Very upset that I cant go Sg. )':
I cried like hell ytd luh -.-
So paiseh to cry on th phone while talking to Dandan.. Thnkyous Dandan fr consoling me. Loveyou {:
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I hate myself fr being so emotional. I hate being scolded(like who doesn't). I hate being alive. Why aint i dead? Everyone would be veh happy that i'm gone. Esp does who hates me and my family. Ahhhh okay shall stop emo-ing.
Hope i can sms. I want to sms. I need people to accompany me. Wonder when's Dandan and Lim calling me ):
It's just me and myself in this world, i'm just oh-so-lonely. Ah, th verge of death, would love to experience it. (:
