♥ @ Kisses

❥ Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 5:06 PM

Hi all who's reading my blog! :)
Happy birthday to myself! Hahaaaa. :D
Jocelyn babe says I'm still as childish as ever! When I don't know why does she says so. But I'll treat it as a compliment LOL. :3
Actually wanted to catch a movie but realised that there AINT any nice ones, so forget it la. -___-
Walked around with her and we both bought yogurt! So healthy right haha :D
Saw those few guys again today. So paiseh lmao ._.
Wengcheng laopo! I TELL YOU I SEES THEM EVERYDAY OKAY LOL!
Went to Subway 'cause Babe wanna eat. She treated me a regular cup of Sprite! Heh. Thanks Babe ♥
After eating and talking about th guy in Malaysia, we went to walk around AGAIN.
I went to get a present for Bastard & Laypeng came! ♥
So we began stoning and stuffs and when we finally gets walking Babe had to meet her parents already. o:
Thanks for accompanying me today anyway, Babe! (:
So went to walk around with Laypeng. She really likes to look at sportshoes huh! Lol x:
I was damn sian & sleepy that I kept yawning. -stares-
My arm hurts! Perhaps because it's at th healing process that's why..
At around 5pm Laypeng went off too. So I got so bored and that's why I came to Tenchi to waste my fucking money here. Sigh.

I'm feeling so dumb, so so so dumb.
Darling's missing, Bastard, Ben & others are at Bugis, while I'm alone at Tiong. Shaggggggs.
I don't feel like going Bugis because I don't like Bugis, or perhaps because I'm very lazy to. o:
I don't even feel like celebrating my birthday or what because it's not a big deal, as though anybody cared?
People reading might says that "wth she's saying as though we forced her to celebrate" blabla.
Actually I didn't at all treated this as a birthday celebration for me but for Des. Haha! :D
Whatever, I really really wants to be emo and get killed in whatever accident.
I really really wanna die! Life is fuck.
I hate myself for being so fugly, I hate my life for being so troublesome.
I hate my thinkings that ALWAYS go out of th way but it's really true.
I hate my cuts that reminds me about th past, even if it's already so darn long ago.
I hate people giving their fucking comments about me when they don't even knows me.
I hate people who thinks that they knows me darn well but in fact they DON'T.
I hate myself for putting a strong front always.
Who knows? I might just die someday, by accident, or by purpose.
I just fucking wanna end my puabye life.
People tells me cheerup cause it's my day today. Perhaps I should just give a smile that ease their minds. Hmmm.
Now what, I wanna have more and more tattoos to ease th pain I'm having physically and mentally.
I'm feeling so fucking tired of everyone's way of living and my way of living.
Gahh, fuck it.

Labels: I think I'm breaking down really.. soon.

Replied tags:

Jocelyn: LOL, ilyt! ♥
Attika: yea ofcourse I remembers you! Haha. Alright I'll link you soon (:
Yanping: hello! Yea I'm fine. You leh? o:
Laypeng & Jocelyn: LOL, thanks buddy & babe! ♥
Junting: Thanks too! Don't have to be scared de la lol.
Wengcheng: Since when am I your babe? I'm your laopo leh! Lol, thanks anyway.
Desmond: Thanks :D
Andrea: Hello lover! Thanks! Muacks ♥