♥ @ Kisses

❥ Wednesday, October 31, 2007 @ 8:16 PM

Hello everyone! Lol.
Went to school today, to find out my subjs combination.
Was transferred to 3A, & my subjs are:
Chem/Bio,
Geog,
& lastly Art.
Eeee, I dont want Chem & Art!
So appealed for Phy/Bio & D&T. Results will only be made on 5th Nov.
So, awaiting! (:
Anyway, I might not be transferring, cause of some reason yea. Lol.

After that, went to Tiong opp with Laypeng, MiaoHui, XinLing, XinYing & Karmeng(:
Ate banmian, & we went to Tiong to walk ard.
Saw ZiJian! Lol. He's wearing th so called 'vest' which Laypeng wanna buy, just that it's th male's cutting. So funny la can! o_o
We asked KKM to tried, LOL, it's like, so China :X
Wahaha~
LiPing & Alan came to meet me/us, yea.
So walked ard & I ltr went off LiPing & Alan, to Bedok.
Went to that lanshop, omg, darn attitude la.
Ez-link tio confiscated last yr wht, so boh lo.
IC @ home la -_- & obviously Im non-member.
So they say I cant play, not even am I allowed to stay in th premises.
So louya & attitude la can. _l_
Zzz, whatever.
So I waited downstairs for LiPing. (Time went on..) -.-

Took bus to Tampines, to find him. Lol.
Alot alot of things happened in between.
Mostly happy la, yea. He fed me! Lol.. :/
Just friends, yea..
Because of me, there's some arguements in between someone.
Im sorry, really sorry.
I guess I maybe shouldnt even continue to hangout tgt anymore.
I dont wanna cause anymore arguements in between you guys..
So yea.
Was all along happy, until I knew sth.
I expected it, but still.. It's so heartbreaking.
I dint write it here to let th person know how down Im.
I just wanna release it. Im sry.
Darn, I cant believe how much I love you.
Whenever I sees you, I smile, cause I've been missing you so long.
I told you, I'd continue waiting & love you, cause if I gives up so easily, this aint love at all.
But now, I dont know. Im confused. Im scare.
It's th truth I know.
I seem to not care, but I care alot abt you & stuffs.
I wish I could make you happy whenever you're sad.
I wish I could love you.
I wish I could be there for you.
But I guess Im not needed at all.
You have others! & I know you love them.
& If you like any girl, go ahead! Dont mind me, lol.
Seeing you happy is all I want, & that's what love is all abt.
It's your choice, & your lovelife.
I just wanna let you know.. That ily, that's all.
Ahhhh, Im tired lol.
Time to bathe & talk to my Buddy. (:

Labels: I dont wanna have any feelings. So that I'll not fall in love anymore. x/3